In these few days the deeds that i dne, I realy m surprised, cz i never was in me. No i was nt lyk that. Ya let otherz do wat they wants to, let them say bad for me, let them say off wordz for me, i shud'nt hv bother'd. Dats why i deleted critic entrys here. Nd Im very sory to those who cment'd here nd support'd me en, to them wana say, by criticise'n, we cn gt pleasure, bt fr whm we r doin, its very hard fr him/her to bear that insult. Nd itz bad nature. Oh, Allah has awaken the lost light again in me. I heartily m pray'n to Allah, Im sorry that I detach'd frm ur way fr few days. Forgv me Allah. I knw I never was ill treator or nevr was ill wisher. Mayb sme people's slangy touch made me rude that unknwn to me. I promise to u Allah, the faith I hv in u, with that till today i succeed'd, yah Allah, bless all with ur wishes including me nd save me frm al evil nd being spoil'd. Hold me tight in ur way nd as today Im bless'd, lyk this always kip me in. InshaAllah, make me the pure mumin. So that i cn behv wel with all nd always kip a pure smile. May Allah saves me. So dat i cn b happy as i hv faith in my Almighty, in my luck nd in me. I just gv'n myself to u as b4 the fullest, nw u decied my destiny, as u creat'd me, so i dnt hv the dare to cntrol my own, itz u who'l do as u r perfct enough to knw wat is right nd wrng for me. I'll walk on ur way, i knw u'll reward me smeday inshaAllah. Just gv me strength of wat m doin nd always support me as i cn do nthng without ur miracle. Again frgv me for criticise'n a grl this fw days, as I dnt hv this habit, satan smehw spoil'd me. Gv me mre patience nd tolarance, nd strength of walk'n on hard life.