I'm still here for my friends and mostly for my love. But they. . . . The more I care for them, the more they treat me like a stranger. . Whenever I get hurt from my love, I search friendly care from my friends here to heal the wound. I kept less friends cz all r special for me. But what they do? They stay offline and stay busy with their other stuffs, and me? Left lone, all lone just wait'n wait'n wait'n, why so? Then y I cm here? My final decision I won't change it dat I took.
Soon.... Very Soon... I'll end up elf's story.
M tired cry'n every nite, it's hurt'n my eyes and bleed'n my heart. I cnt hold it anymore.
Besides, no1 wants me here, those who got big big sites, they consider me as a foe, those (girls) who cudn't achieve my lover for me, they curse me day nite, those (guys) who didnt get my love or cudn't convice for flirt, they . . . . . And new prob is Angelika and Almas don't want me to stay here for some logical reason though. .hmmm. . . Ok I won't. And I dnt knw wat my lover wants.
. . . . . . . .But pardon Me, It'll take time for ending. . So mre days I'll be here. . . 12 Comments: I feel you sis..everybody busy doin their own stuff and almas n angelika are rite..cz here turning real dirty n net dangerous,me n almas lost all money bcuz of scam, wen u need a fren to talk wit dey let u down.. http://beware.of.email.scams.network.peperonity.com/Everybody hurts ... Every Buddy does not ;) for months I make the effort to read your blog and I speak English. my maternal language you ignore ... Never a word like bonjour :-) well. .... sad life... bye You were sitting on the edge of unknow / waiting for somebody help,but you know / you are there alone and / all your insides are crying till the end . . .plz read my new poem here http://alexenigma.peperonity.com/I realize it.. ur situation is like this that words alone can't describe it... but the fact is this if relationship is a burden ... its better to forget abt it... after leaving the site.. its not sure after leaving the site.. u can forget him.... ur fingers may quit to write username and password at log in page... ur heart can't quit to miss him. Sorry for you but i must let you know dat am encounterin the same problem and as such i wanna leave peperonity forever I lost every damn careness and anger after fallen In Love with Fred. M sorry, M not the girl, whom I was before And u r letting angelica and almas like f____ing b___hes to win?that doesnt sound like u?where is that nice,strongly determind girl i knew and loved,where is ur attitude of always staying damn care abt criticisers? http://beatl3s.peperonity.com/24.03.2011 06:00 EDT, ExitM always online,never busy.though smtime i stay depressed then i talk rough with u.bt see m always there if u need to talk. http://beatl3s.peperonity.com/24.03.2011 05:55 EDT, Exit
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