Why does everyone leave me :'( Throw me Away and make me feel like crap.What did i do so wrong? This is the only way to express my feelings.Do you know what its like.....to lose the person you love the most to someone else?To have to accept the fact that they're in love with someone else.Making promises to be with them instead of you :'( Knowing that you miss them yet they don't miss you back what hurts worser is trying not to cry,trying to forget it when you know its gone,you'll miss it.Saying you don't care when you really do :/ She cries herself to sleep everynight,knowing you wont be there for her to hold her or to love her :'( IT FUCKING HURTS!!! She has to hide her feelings cuz shes scared of being judged.She's always been hurt,never mended together.She's always been left behind.Why can't anyone be good to her...Her own fucking parents don't even tell her they love her unless she says it.She's always alone :( never a close friend by.Suicide was the easiest way out,but also the weakest.So she does nothing but stay awake at night with tears in her eyes and an empty belly cuz she couldnt eat :( I'm trapped inside a world I don't wanna be in.I can't do anything but cry :'( Fuck everyone,she knew she would've been better off dead....
