It was long time since I wrote something in my diary. I have sorted out my own flat and it's so nice. I have my own door and a small space of grass out on the front yard where I can do some gardening. I love it even though I do not get even 1 pence over for myself. All my salary goes to that flat. Rent, deposit and estate costs. How can I ever survive this month without food? Anyone who could help me out with a small sum of money? I am so happy that I finally have my own place that I can call my home.