Memories consume..Like opening the wound..I´m picking me apart again..You all assume..I´m safe here in my room..Unless I try to start again..
I don´t want to be the one..The battles always choose..cause inside I realize..That I´m the one confused..I don´t know that´s worth fighting for..Or why I have to scream..
I don´t know why I instigate..And say what I don´t mean..I don´t know how I got this way..I know it´s not allright..So I´m..Breaking the habit..I´m breaking the habit Tonight..
Clutching my cure..I tightly lock the door..I try to catch my breath again..I hurt much more..Than anytime before..I had no options left again..
I don´t want to be the one..The battles always choose..cause inside I realize..That I´m the one confused..I don´t know what´s worth fighting for..Or why I have to scream..
I don´t know why I instigate..And say what I don´t mean..I don´t know how I got this way..I´ll never be allright..So I´m breaking the habit..I´m breaking the habit..Tonight..
I´ll paint it on the walls..cause I´m the one at fault..I´ll never fight again..And this is how it ends..
I don´t know what´s worth fightting for..Or why I have to scream..
But now I have some clarity..To show you that I mean..I don´t know how I got this way..I´ll never be allright..So I´m breaking the habit..I´m breaking the habit..Tonight
But now I have some clarity..To show you that I mean..I don´t know how I got this way..I´ll never be allright..So I´m breaking the habit..I´m breaking the habit..Tonight
