When I pretend..
Everything is what I want it to be..
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see..
When I pretend..
I can forget about the criminal I am..
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can..
But I can´t pretend this is the way it will stay..
I´m just trying to bend the truth..
I can´t pretend I´m who you want me to be so I´m..
Lying my way from you
(No/no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go..
(No/no turning back now)
Let me take back my life I´d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can see..
(No/no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me..
I remember what they taught to me..
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be..
Remember listening to all of that and this again..
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in..
And now you think this person really is me and I´m..
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I´m pulling away cause I´m..
Lying my way from you
This isn´t what I wanted to be..
I veter thought that what I said would have you running from the like this..
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me