Repentance to Innocence
At a time like this, I feel so lost.
Like I'm on the road to nowhere,
with an empty life and nothing good to share.
And God's on the other side of the world.
When I'm up, my spirit's up and going.
When I'm down, everything goes down the drain.
It's so hard to serve the Lord.
When darkness reigns in your heart.
I can't remember a time when I would say,
“ Let's get up, it's time to pray.”
At another time I would get down and say,
“ darkness, darkness rise to me, cover me in fallen liberty.”
I live this life so empty and dark,
In a world that's void and without form.
When I get depressed, I get obsessed with dieing,
Yet, in another dream I can see myself flying.
Fighting a battle I cannot win,
Crying without shedding a tear.
Flying without wings, dieing without dieing.
Repenting without saying a word...
Coming to a place of loneliness.
In a room full of people,
On to condemnation with no return.
Or to find repentance to innocence.
