Perhaps there are many gay men, like myself, who at one time were depressed and despondent because they had no sex life, and there seemed no hope for the future.
Robin Roberts came into my life and forever changed my whole outlook.
I was living in an apartment complex. I had a mediocre job, and had no friends or social life at all. I worked, came home and other than run my necessary errands that was my life.
There was nothing about me that was above the average. I was twenty-three years old, five foot ten, 170 pounds, and I thought there was nothing about me that would cause me to be attractive. I was quiet and was a difficult person to get to know. I had known and accepted the fact that I was gay, but had had very limited number of sexual experiences.
There was a man my age that lived in the apartment complex that I kept seeing and running into. Sometimes when coming in from the parking lot I would see him coming out of the apartment complex dressed in his shorts and running shoes. He would be going across the street to a city park to jog and exercise. One time I ran into him at the local grocery store. We would pass each other going to and from the laundry room.
One day we were both in the parking lot and headed to our apartments. He stopped me and introduced himself. His name was Robin Roberts. I told him that my name was Lewis. He mentioned that we kept seeing each other and he wanted to meet me. I never thought any more about it. I just assumed that he was being friendly.
Robin had everything going for him. He had a great physique, stood about six foot tall, and had beautiful facial features and smile, but had somewhat a boyish, innocent looking face. He had broad shoulders, slim waist, and to me he had the most glorious muscular legs and firm butt that I had ever seen on a man. Most of the times that I had seen Robin, he would be wearing short running shorts with slits up the sides, and the majority of the times he would not have a shirt on unless he was going to the grocery store or somewhere in public and then he would wear a tank top or sleeveless T-shirt. Robin reeked in sex appeal but did not seem to be conscious of the fact.
The parking lot had assigned parking spaces, and Robin’s parking space was directly outside my window. I had observed his apartment number on the curb in front of his parking space and knew that Robin’s apartment was on the second floor above me.
It had been several days after Robin and I had introduced ourselves. It was a Friday evening, and I was sitting in my den only clad in my under shorts watching the six o’clock news on TV. I was near the window and could look outside down on the parking lot. I noticed Robin drive up and parked his car in his assigned space. I could see into the car and Robin was wearing his usual running shorts. I returned my attention to the news on TV. Several minutes later I looked out of the window again. Robin was still seated behind the steering wheel and was looking up at me. I waved to him and he waved back. Again I started watching the TV.
I kept having the sensation that I was being watch. I looked out of the window again and saw that Robin had pushed the drivers seat back as far as it would go, and he was still sitting in his car looking up at me while he was jacking himself off. I could not believe what I was seeing. I did a double take and he just sat there grinning at me while he was stroking on his big fat cock. I immediately got a hard-on, and did something that I would have never thought that I would do in a million years. I started stroking my cock while we watched each other. I stood up and motioned to him to come to my apartment. He reached in the back seat of his car and got a bath towel. As he got out of his car, he covered up his crotch with the towel trying to hide his erection. He took off running on his way to my apartment.
When he got inside my apartment, he put his arm around my shoulder and told me “Hi”. He walked me to my bedroom, kicked off his shoes and took off his shorts and then pulled off my under shorts. He slapped me on my rear and told me to get on the bed. He jumped on the bed with me and began to suck on my cock. I was still in a state of shock over everything happening so fast and could not believe that the best-looking man that I had ever seen was giving me, of all people, head.
Out of curiosity, I reached for his cock and got a hold of it and began stroking it while he continued to suck on my erection. He had a huge cock or at least it felt huge to me. It felt like it was eight inches long and fairly big around. It was at least an inch longer than mine.
I tried to move so I could suck his big tool while he suck on mine. He realized what I was trying to do and moved so he was straddling me with his big member hanging directly over my face. I got it in my mouth and began giving him head in the same manner that he was sucking on mine. I had deep throated him several times when he reached down and grasped his cock with his hand preventing me from sucking more that three or four inches at a time. I gathered that he was getting close and did not want to cum so fast. He continued to give my cock and balls his undivided attention. It was he that was making sounds showing that he was receiving pleasure while sucking me off. I was the one that was receiving the most pleasure, but I was not the one making any of the sounds.
I was feeling so great and I guess that I was showing how I was feeling. I instinctually began to speed up the rhythm of sucking the few inches of his cock that he was allowing me to suck. He must have sensed that I was close to an ejaculation. He began to both increase his rhythm and deep throating me repeatedly over and over until I started spewing my cum into his mouth a throat. When I started to cum, he let go of his hold on his cock letting me deep throat him. A few minutes later he began to groan. He pushed his cock down my throat and began to shoot off while his cock was entirely in my mouth and throat. He was increasing his volume of sound that sounded like he was in agony instead of heights of pleasure.
Very shortly after he shot off, he got off of the bed, put on his shoes and shorts, and started towards the door. Then he turned around and got on the bed with me.
He put his hand on my chest and looked me in the eye for several moments, and then said, “Lewis, I am not through with you yet, but I have to go. May I return in an hour or so? Do you have any plans for the weekend? It may take me all weekend for me to satisfy you the way I want to?”
I replied, “Sure! You can come back anytime you want to, and I have no plans for the weekend.”
Robin let himself out and locked the door behind him. I jumped up and started picking things up and straighten up the apartment. I was not expecting company and I generally did my house cleaning on Saturday. I changed the sheets and pillowcases on my bed and had the apartment in fairly good order when Robin returned close to two hours later. Robin was carrying a small overnight bag when he did return. I thought that it was a bit strange, but I did not say or ask anything. He took his bag and set it down beside the bed.
Then he came up to me and put his hands on my shoulders, looked at me, and said, “Without a doubt you are the hottest and sexiest man that I have ever met. I have wanted to have sex with you from the first time I ever saw you. I was afraid that you were not gay. Earlier tonight when I saw you in your window, I decided that I just had to find out. I know that it was dumb to expose myself out there in my car, but that was the only way I could figure out if you were gay and if you would have sex with me.”
“Robin, have you ever been hit on the head or suffered any brain damage? I think that you are bull shitting me. Else, you are fucking crazy. With your looks you could have any gay that you want. I certainly can not compete with all the other gay men that would gladly have sex with you.”
He replied, “Now, just who is bull shitting who? I think that this weekend just might be a weekend that both of us will always remember. I am so horny that my cock is hard and want get soft. Do you think that you might help me with my problem?”
I put my arm around him and we went into my bedroom. I helped him get his shoes and shorts off. I stroked his cock several times and was about to go down on him, but he backed away from me and helped me stand up. He undressed me and motioned for me to get on the bed. While I was getting on the bed, he reached down to the bag that he had brought with him. He got out two cockrings and several condoms and a tube of KY jelly and put them on the bed. He asked me if I had ever wore a cockring before? I told him that I hadn’t. He put one on himself and asked me if I wanted him to put one on me. I told him that I would try it. He put the cockring on me and told me that he wanted me to fuck him. I was not expecting that. I thought that he wanted to fuck me. I told him that I would fuck him if that were what he wanted. He lay down on his side and motioned for me to lie down beside him.
He put his arm around me, and said; “Before we start perhaps I should explain something about myself. You probably have never met any one like me before. I have a mouth and an asshole that are my male pussies. I want you to fuck both of them just as hard as you would like. I will let you know if you get too rough. Another thing is that it does not take much to get me to shoot off. I can shoot off a number of times before I am through for several hours. Even if I shoot off, I want to continue to have sex with you until you can no longer get a hard. The termination of our having sex will be up to you. I am willing to suck your cock or have you fuck me for twenty-four straight hours if you can last that long. When I am with someone that gets me hot I am a human sex machine. You surpass anyone that I have ever been with in getting me hot….Now, I want you to get on top of me and fuck me in the mouth.”
I got on top of him so I could both fuck his face and suck his magnificent cock at the same time. I took him at his word and I pushed my cock as far down his throat as I could and left it there for sometime while I sucked on his cock. He put his arms around my hips and kept gripping and releasing the cheeks of my butt. I took a hold of the cheeks of his butt and tried to get his cock as far down my throat as I had mine in his. Then I slowly started fucking his mouth I could feel my balls slamming against his nose and could feel his breath on them. As the pleasure increased so did the speed of my fucking motions.
I got carried away and was fucking him not even thinking about where my cock was nor was I concerned about his comfort. I was only selfishly thinking about the sensation and feelings that I was experiencing. My dick had never been so hard, and I contributed it to the cockring that he had put on me plus the fact that I had never suck on a cock that was as hard and long as his. He was producing more precum than anyone that I had ever known before. I love the taste of his precum and that just added to my lust and desire to give him pleasure.
Several times I would get tired from moving my hips up and down or the exertion from fucking him. I would stop for a few minutes leaving my cock buried down his throat and rest, but at the same time I concentrated on sucking his cock. From what he had told me, I thought that he would have shot off by this time, but he hadn’t. I first wondered if I was not sucking him right and I was not stimulating him enough, but I could hear him moaning and making sounds indicating that he was appreciating what I was doing.
I resumed vigorously fucking his face until I had a climax pending. I thought to myself that from what he had told me that he could shoot off two loads to one of mine. I once again stopped my motions and had the sudden desire for him to fuck my face. I got him to roll over on top of me without ever removing our cocks from one another’s mouths. He began fucking my face in the same manner that I had been fucking his.
After a short time, he got off of me and got off of the bed to get something out of his overnight bag. He was squatted down beside the bed for a minute or two and I did not know what he was doing. Then he got back on top of me and told me that he had a dildo up his ass and wanted me to fuck him with it while he fucked my mouth. He lowered his entire cock into my mouth and throat and left it there without moving while he began sucking on me again. I put my arms around his hips and got a hold of the dildo, and fucked his ass with it. He began fucking my face again. In a very short time he began spewing his cum down my throat while I fucked him with his dildo. He collapsed all of his weight on top of me leaving his cock deep in my throat. There were no signs of his cock getting soft. He asked me to continue to fuck his asshole with the dildo, which I did. He then began to suck on my cock again.
He must have left his cock buried in my throat for a good ten minutes or so while I fucked his ass with the dildo, and I had maneuvered so I was holding onto his nuts at the same time. All this while he was sucking on my cock and nuts. He must have been able to read my mind. I would get close to having a climax and he would either stop or slow down his sucking motions.
Then he let me know that he wanted to roll back over so I could fuck his face again. We had not been in our new position very long before I began having an orgasm of all orgasms. I shot my cum in several repeated shots down his throat and I had just released my last drop of cum when he began to shoot off again into my throat. I could hardly believe it, but this was his third round for the night and it was a greater quantity than the previous two ejaculations.
He had me get off of him and to lie down on my back. He moved so that he was kneeling down between my legs and began to suck on my dick that was beginning to get soft. In a short time he had me fully erect and continued to suck on it. I just relaxed and let him pleasure me.
When I began to feel like I was building up for another climax, he put a condom on me, and removed the dildo from his asshole. He straddled me and sat down on my cock. He tighten up and relaxed his asshole muscles several times before he started moving his ass up and down on my ridged fucktool. I soon experienced seeing those beautiful muscular legs of his that I had always admired in full action. He was pinching and teasing my nipples and I had a hold of his still ridged manhood with one hand and his balls in my other hand.
He had pumped his ass up and down on me for a considerable amount of time.
I asked, “Aren’t you getting tired?”
He smiled, and said, “I could fuck you like this for hours and never get tired. I am enjoying having your big cock up my ass and it is hitting my G-spot making me feel good. However, let’s change positions.”
We moved again so he was lying on his back holding his legs up. I reentered him and he put his legs on my shoulders. I had fucked him for a while and he lowered his legs and wrapped them around me and locked his feet together while I continued to fuck him.
After a period of time, I began to feel an impending climax. I speeded up my motions and our bodies were slapping up against each other. I shoved my cock as far inside him as I could get. My body tensed up and I arched my back and began shooting off and having an intense climax. He still had his legs wrapped around me and told me not to move. He yelled out that he was going to cum. I took a hold of his cock and balls and he began to spray out cum all over his abdomen, stomach, and chests. He unlocked his legs and I moved back from him so he could straighten out. I got a towel from the bathroom and cleaned him up. Then he had me to lie down on top of him. He spread his legs apart and put them around me and locking his feet together again. Then he put his arms around me and held me real tight.
He said, “I have got my arms and legs around you so you want get away from me. Take a nap and we will continue later.”
I replied, “I don’t plan on going any where. I would be a fool to leave you now.”
He squeezed me real tight and he fell asleep before I did.
I have no idea when I woke up and needed to go use the bathroom. I thought that I had managed to get up without waking Robin up, but when I came out of the bathroom Robin went in. After he had used the bathroom and returned to bed, he lay down so we could suck each other’s cocks again. We were on our sides and Robin immediately had a full erection and my cock was growing and after Robin sucked on it for a minute or two I also had a full erection. Robin moves so my head was resting on his leg. I got his stiff member into my mouth and he lowers his other leg over my head so his legs were clamping my head so I could not move it. He had me do the same thing and his head was resting on my leg with my cock in his mouth and then I lower my other leg so my legs were clamping his head. Other than having some difficulty in breathing though our nose everything was fine. I presumed that he planned on us going back to sleep in this position. I felt his cock jump in my throat a couple of times and then he began to shoot off without any assistance from me. There was no way that I could have done anything like that. I swallowed his cum and he left his cock inside my mouth and he fell asleep with my cock still in his throat. It was such a wonderful feeling. I just relaxed and soon fell asleep.
The next morning when I woke up, my head was still between his legs but his cock was soft and lying in front of my face, however, Robin was awake and was giving me head, and within minutes, I was shooting off.
“Gee Whiz Robin! I never have been awaken like that before.”
“Well, I feel like such an ass. I fell asleep on you last night. I owed you one.”
We got up and fixed breakfast. After breakfast Robin told me that he had to leave for a while to go for his morning run and make a few phone calls, and when he came back that he would bring a picnic lunch so we could walk over to the park and have lunch there.
I took advantage of the time that Robin was gone. I straighten up the apartment, shaved, showered, and changed clothes to go on the picnic. I even took a short nap.
When Robin returned he had shaved and showered, and it was close to one o’clock. He had a picnic basket, a blanket, and the only thing he had on was a clean pair of running shorts (no underwear), after shaving lotion, sunglasses, and a pair of sandals.
Robin had fixed a fabulous lunch. He had fried chicken, potato salad, pickles, olives, cheese, bottle of wine and a couple slices of chocolate pie that he had made. After we ate lunch we lay on the blanket and talked. I kept asking questions about him and his past experiences and life with the hopes of getting to know him better. For some reason he never talked about himself and kept reverting the conversation back to my past and me.
The only thing he would say was that he could not tell me what he did for a living and that he was expecting to be given a new assignment Monday.
During the afternoon, both of us got several hard-ons. We would lie on our stomachs until our dicks got soft. We kidded each other about it, but each of us felt it was a compliment that we were causing each other to get aroused.
All afternoon while we talked, we nibbled on the left over food and drank the rest of the wine. By the time we left there was not a piece of cheese, chicken or a crumb of food left. Robin asked me if I would like to go out to eat dinner. I told him that I was full and that if he had any of the chocolate pie left in his apartment that that was all I wanted for dinner. He also said that he was not hungry and that he did have half of the pie left.
The sun was going down when we walked back to the apartment complex. Robin took the picnic basket and blanket and went to his apartment and told me that he would get the pie and come right back down to my place. Robin was gone for a good forty-five minutes. I could not figure out what was taking him so long. When he did return he told me that he had to return some phone calls that he had received on his answering machine. We sat down and finished off the pie before we took a shower together and went to bed before eight o’clock. Both of us were horny and were ready to have sex.
During the evening and night we had sex very similar to the previous night except even though I did not think it was possible to get any better, it did. We did not wake up until nine o’clock Sunday morning. We got up and Robin wanted us to get dressed and go out for brunch.
After we got back from eating, Robin went to his apartment to check his answering machine. When he came back, he had me to sit down at the breakfast table with him. He told me that his new assignment had come through and he had a couple of hours to get ready and had to leave. He thought that he would be gone for a week and asked if he could spend the coming weekend with me. Then he asked if he could bring a brief case down to my apartment and leave it with me while he was gone. I told him that that would be fine and asked him if I could help him in anyway to get ready to go. He thanked me and told me that what he had to do were things that no one else could help him with. He hugged me and took off upstairs.
About an hour later, he came back to my apartment carrying a briefcase. I told him to put it in my closet so that it would be out of sight and out of the way. I reminded him that his overnight bag was still in my bedroom. He asked me if he could also leave it in my apartment that he would not need it until he came home next weekend. He thanked me and hugged my neck and just as he was going out the door he told me that if he did not show up next weekend and if I had not heard from him by the following Tuesday for me to break open his briefcase and there would be a sealed envelope containing instructions as to what to do with the contents of the briefcase. I asked him if what he was doing was legal. He smiled and told me that all he could tell me was that it was perfectly legal and that he was working for the government.
Not too long after Robin left to go back up stairs, I looked out of the window and I saw Robin dressed in a coat and tie and he was getting into a car with a man that had come to pick him up.
Robin did show up the following weekend and the weekend following. He spent most of his time with me and we had unbelievable sex together. However, the second weekend he told me that it was necessary for him to move out of his apartment and to sell his car. He told me that during the week while he was gone that his things would be packed up and put in storage and that they would take his car. He asked me if he could move some of his clothes and a few things that he needed into my apartment and that he would continue to spend the weekends with me. I had plenty of room and had no objections for his moving his things in into my apartment. The only reservation I had was the secrecy and mystery that bothered me.
For sixteen weekends Robin has spent the weekends with me. We still enjoy having sex together as much as we ever. We also enjoy each others company, but I do not know anymore about his background or his job than I learned the first weekend together. While he was with me last weekend he told me that his assignment was about over. He had no idea what his next assignment would entail. He asked me to consider moving into a nicer and larger apartment with him, but the lease and everything would have to be in my name, but the rent, utilities, etc. would be taken care of as long as he lived with me. He also wanted me to buy another car in my name that he could use. I would be reimbursed for the cost of the car gand for the cost of insurance. I told Robin that I would like to think about it for a week and I would give him my answer when he returned next weekend.
I know that Robin and I have become very close and that we think the world of each other. If I don’t move, I may never see him again. Robin has made such a difference in my life and I know that I will never ever meet anyone like him again. I have thought and thought about the situation and I honest to God do not know what to do. He should be back tomorrow afternoon and I have no idea what I am going to tell him.
