It was a Thursday evening and today had been a long day of traveling and work. At about 6
p.m. I went to get something to eat at a chain restaurant within walking distance from my
hotel. I finished dinner around 7 p.m. and I was walking back to my hotel when I noticed
a friendly looking Irish themed neighborhood bar. I’m not a big drinker but I thought
“why not.”
On the street near the door to the bar were a young man and girl panhandling for spare
change. As I started to open the door the girl said, “you know this is a gay bar.” I didn’t
know and my heart jumped into my throat but I said “I know” and I continued inside
wondering what I would find. I had recently “discovered” that I was gay after years of denial
and I was very inexperienced in the lifestyle.
Once inside I saw that it was about half full and mostly guys. It was just like any other
bar that I have been in. The only difference was that some of the guys were holding hands
and occasionally hugging and kissing one another. Instantly, I felt right at home. Being
new to the gay scene I was a bit nervous but it seemed so natural.
You have to know that I am an average guy in every way and I am quiet and shy until I get
to know people. I decided to take a table in the corner where I was by myself. I had one
drink and ordered a second drink and just relaxed. I was feeling comfortable in a room
full of strangers, which is very unusual for me. I was not looking for anything other than
relaxing and making an otherwise boring evening go by a little quicker
I was halfway thru my second drink and the bar was getting a little busier when a guy
about 10 years younger than I asked if he could sit at my table. I said “yes” and he ordered
a drink for himself. He said, “I noticed you here all by yourself and you looked like you
could use some company.” I said “that’s nice, my name is Michael” and wondered what I
could say (with me being so shy) to him to make conversation. He said his name was Adam and
he was good looking I’ll admit. He was wearing a light blue t-shirt, levis and sandals
and he was about 5’11” tall, average build with reddish hair like mine and he had a light
complexion. He said that he lived nearby but that he didn’t frequent bars very often.
In no time at all we hit it off nicely and had gotten to know each other and we found
that we even had similar jobs. We discussed just about everything, current events, the
weather, work and even politics. We had much in common and seemed to get along very well. It
was so nice not to spend another evening in my hotel by myself doing nothing worthwhile.
At about 10 p.m. the bar was now very busy and getting much louder with live music and
dancing. A lot of the guys were dancing together, something I was unaccustomed to seeing
(in my closet) and it was nice to be there. Since the bar was over-full Adam had to move
his chair closer to mine to make room for others. I liked having Adam close and I wanted to
dance with him but since I am a lousy dancer and shy I did not ask him to dance.
Adam and I were having to talk louder and louder until finally we were pretty much
shouting at each other just to be heard. Reluctantly I said, “Adam, it has been so nice talking
with you and I am so glad that you came over to my table. I could talk with you all
night, I don’t want to go but it is almost impossible to talk and I do have an early morning
tomorrow.” In truth, I did not want to leave Adam, I was enjoying the evening immensely
and I found that I was attracted to him. However, my more sensible side said it was time
for me to leave.
Adam said, “aw, I hate to see you go and we are getting along so well, but I do
understand.” Then he said, “where is your hotel?” I said it was three blocks from the bar and
that it was just a short walk. Adam said, “you don’t know the neighborhood. Since this is a
gay bar there is sometimes trouble for people leaving at night and it can be dangerous.”
I admit that I hadn’t thought about that, I was just enjoying myself.
Adam offered to walk me to my hotel and I accepted. It was an opportunity to extend the
evening and to enjoy his company a little longer. After a few minutes we had finished our
drinks, settled the bar tab and left the bar. It was a short walk to my hotel and he
insisted on walking me all the way to my room.
At the door to my room he said that he had enjoyed the evening more than any other
evening in a long time. We both agreed that it was a shame that I had to leave in the morning.
At the last minute and very much out of character for me I said, “Adam, why don’t you
come in and we can visit together a little longer.” He blushed but quickly agreed to come
in. I know that neither of us had thought much farther than just more conversation. But I
felt excited to have some time alone with Adam and I sensed that he felt the same way.
My room was not luxurious but it did have a small sitting area with a sofa and an
overstuffed chair. Adam came in and took a seat on the sofa and I sat next to him. Since the
half-size sofa only had room for two people we sat fairly close to each other. I could have
taken the chair but I decided that I could only be shy for so long and took the chance to
sit right next to Adam. I had some cola’s and some ice in the room and we each had one.
We talked for a few minutes and then Adam asked me why, at first, I seemed so shy in the
bar. I explained that I was a shy person naturally but that I was also very new to the
gay lifestyle, very inexperienced and I was still getting used to the idea. Actually, I was
scared at first being in my first gay bar too. We talked about that for a while and I
discovered that he had known he was gay since he was 11 years old. Adam said that he was out
only to those that it mattered to but otherwise; he was just like any other guy, gay or
straight.
It was so nice for me to be talking about the gay lifestyle with another live human being
who understood. I had not had that opportunity ever before. Since Adam and I had so much
in common it was actually easy to talk to him. He understood.
Adam asked me since I was new to the gay lifestyle what I thought about most about being
gay and especially about being with guys. I blushed and explained that what I thought
about a lot was simply being able to hug and hold hands with another guy that I was
attracted to and perhaps even kiss him. I needed and sometimes craved male companionship. I told
him that I had seen that in the bar tonight and I was extremely envious of those guys. It
seemed so right, so natural and I had wanted that for a long time. Adam smiled and said,
“Yes, that is so nice between guys who care for each other.” Adam also said that he had
not dated anyone for more than two years after his partner had left him. I told Adam that
I had surfed the Internet some and enjoyed seeing pages of guys who did seem to truly
care for one another. I need that myself and Adam agreed that was true for him too.
We talked for a little longer and by now it was after midnight. Adam got up from the sofa
to take a leak and even though we were enjoying each other, I figured that he would leave
soon. When he came back and sat down he sat a little closer to me although we already had
been sitting close before because of the small size of the sofa. When he sat down he
nonchalantly took my hand and held it in his lap. Nothing sexual, he just held my hand. It
felt wonderful! We seemed so connected and I gave his hand a friendly squeeze.
After a minute or so he said quietly, “Michael, would you like a hug?” I blushed again
and croaked out a “yes.” I knew now that this chance meeting might well go farther than
mere conversation. I was nervous now, but again, Adam seemed so right, whatever happened it
would be all right. Strangely for my typical shyness, I had become very relaxed and very
comfortable being with Adam.
Adam leaned over to his right and wrapped his arms around me and gave me a great hug. It
was a long hug and it felt so nice. I was intensely aware of his closeness and his body
seemed incredibly warm and comforting.
After hugging me he pulled back and looked into my eyes and I knew then that he wanted to
kiss me. I closed my eyes, he kissed me deeply and it was very nice. I had my arms around
him and he had his hands holding my head while kissing me. After that long kiss he looked
into my eyes again and gave a contented sigh. He then leaned back and closed his eyes and
put his head on my shoulder and one arm behind my neck and his hand rested on my chest.
The moment was electric for both of us and we both understood that we had turned the
corner…we both needed each other…physically…as well as mentally.
Adam was slowly moving his hand around my chest and lightly playing with my nipples
through my white sports shirt. He knew that I was inexperienced and probably a little scared.
Then he slipped his hand inside my shirt and played with my hairy chest. I was really
turned on now and I could tell that he was too because his Levis had a large bulge at the
crotch. Adam unbuttoned my shirt and said he loved hairy chests and he especially liked my
red hair. I smiled and put my hand over his. He kissed me again and he said that he knew
I was the shy type and then he apologized for going as far as he had and offered to stop.
We both knew that we didn’t want to stop. I said quietly, “no, it’s OK, I enjoy being
with you Adam. I want to be with you.” He smiled, rose up and took off my shirt and slipped
his own shirt over his head as well. I could see that he was average, not a body builder
but trim and his chest only had a small thatch of hair in the center of his chest and a
light trail of hair
showing between his naval and his pants. He was naturally smooth and I liked that.
Adam started kissing me and he moved from my mouth to my neck, nipples and abdomen. He
rested his head on my lower chest and lightly traced the heavier ruff of hair between my
naval and the top of my pants. He smiled and said, “I – I want to follow this to where it
ends up.” I said very quietly, “I would like that very much Adam.”
Adam reached down and unbuckled my belt and unzipped my pants revealing my bulging white
briefs. I was embarrassed because my briefs were wet with pre-cum. Adam was rubbing my
cock under my briefs and he said “boy you ARE hot.” And I laughed, covering my
embarrassment and said, “you noticed!” He laughed with me then and continued to play with my cock
inside my briefs. He then reached further inside my briefs and released it from its’
restraint. I was so hard and he bent over and lightly licked the head and then took me fully in
his mouth. I was way past being scared by now it felt so good, so right with Adam!
Then, Adam stood up between my legs and completely pulled off my pants and briefs. Here I
was totally naked and he still had his pants on. So, still seated, I reached forward and
took hold of Adam’s waistband of his pants and pulled him closer to me. I looked up into
his eyes at the same time and I could tell that even though we had just met a few hours
before, we were so close and we wanted (and needed) each other.
By now I had forgotten any remaining inhibitions that I had and reveled what was
happening between us. I unbuttoned Adam’s Levis, unzipped them and let them drop to the floor. I
saw that his dark blue bikini briefs were bulging to capacity, his cock wanted to escape,
which I was happy to do for Adam. I reached inside his briefs and pulled his cock out and
was amazed how beautiful it was. It was about the same 6” length as mine but quite a bit
thicker than me and his ball sac was large and heavy. I pulled his briefs down and let
them fall to the floor and Adam stepped out of them. Finally, we were both totally naked
with nothing to hide; we could be just ourselves together.
Since I was still seated and Adam was standing up his cock was at eye level with me. He
was so beautiful, his pubes were very light, almost hairless and I loved that. I put my
hands on his firm butt cheeks and pulled him closer and took his cock fully in my mouth. He
tasted wonderfully sweet and I loved sucking him. Adam held my head and vigorously fucked
my mouth. It felt so nice having him in my mouth and his balls brushing my chin.
After a few minutes Adam took my shoulders and gently pulled me up and we hugged and
kissed each other. It felt good being naked against each other. Wordlessly, I took Adam’s
hand and led him to the king sized bed. We lay down and continued to kiss and touch one
another. Eventually we shifted positions so that we could suck each other off at the same
time. While sucking me Adam slipped two of his fingers inside me and it was a first for me.
It was a great feeling and after a while I produced rivers of cum which Adam swallowed.
Adam came soon after that and I did as Adam did, I swallowed all of it and it tasted so
good!
We lay covered with sweat and exhausted with each other cuddling and quietly touching
each other and totally contented. Yet, we had become so close that we both knew without
saying it that we wanted and needed more. We did not want the magical night to end.
Adam suggested that we take a shower together to get refreshed. I said OK and Adam took
my hand and naked we walked together to the shower. Once inside the steamy shower, Adam
took the soap and washed my body, every inch of it, and he took his time doing it. It was
very erotic made all the better by being with someone you care for.
After getting rinsed off Adam handed me the soap. I had never done anything like this
before but I looked forward to it. I wanted to touch and explore every inch of Adam. I knelt
down and started with his feet and worked my way up to the “V” of his abdomen and saw his
beautiful balls and cock. They hung so nicely and Adam was almost rigid again as was I. I
finished washing Adam and we hugged one another und the warm water and kissed each other
and we both were so happy.
Then Adam stopped kissing me and shyly and gently said, “Michael you have made me so
happy tonight I feel so close to you…I - I want us to be as one, I want you to make love to
me, I want you inside me.” I felt a rush, I had never done that before but I found that I
really wanted to do it, especially for Adam. But sadly I said, “Adam, I want to very much
but…um…I don’t have condom.” He said, “don’t worry, it will be OK.” And he took my hand
and led me from the shower to the bed. There he picked up his pants and reached into a
pocket and brought out a condom. He said, “I don’t usually need one of these since I rarely
go out, but tonight…well…I just had a feeling…” and he smiled, as did I.
Adam walked back over to me and hugged and kissed me and said, “will it be OK with you
for us to do this?” I said, “oh, yes Adam I want to be inside you…but well…I have never
done it before, you will have to help me learn.” He smiled and kissed me again and said,
“don’t worry you will do fine. I want you so much to make love to me.” After a few minutes
more of kissing Adam took the condom out if its’ pack and sat on the edge of the bed
while I was standing up in front of him. He took my cock in his mouth and played with it for
a minute and then he rolled the condom over my cock, which was as hard as it had ever
been in my life.
Adam then leaned back on the bed with his legs raised and spread and his hands spreading
his ass cheeks and I moved closer. His love hole looked pretty, inviting actually. I
leaned over and licked his cock and balls and then licked around his love hole. This was
another first for me. Adam groaned in pleasure and said, “Michael I need you inside me, make
love to me now Michael.” I slipped my cock into his ass and Adam said “oh yeah, do me.
Make love to me Michael.” I fucked Adam for a long time trying not to cum too soon as both
Adam and I were enjoying it so much. When I came I could not believe I could have so much
cum left. Adam had been jacking himself the whole time and he came shortly after I did.
Adam shot cum all the way up to his chest. It was wonderful and I licked his cum off his
chest.
After we both came we lay together under the sheets just holding each close other until
daylight. By then it was almost 6 a.m. and we both knew we would be ragged for the coming
day. We also knew that we had for one brief night the friendship, intimate companionship
and yes, real human love that we both needed. It was an evening that neither of us would
ever forget. It was very much more to both of us than a one-night stand although that is
what in reality it turned out to be.
Unfortunately, I never got back to that town and Adam and I never saw each other again. I
often wonder what would have happened if we had both been free to be with each other all
the time. I think it would have been wonderful. Sometimes life does have its' regrets…
