Confusion
This thing leaves me reeling
Not about what I'm feeling
My feeling is confusion
Will it be yes
Will it be no
Confusion
While you are certain
But I am reeling
Not about what I'm feeling
About will it be yes
Will it be no
I'm unsure
My heart has stayed
quiet
on the sidelines
waiting
hesitating
Yes or no?
All systems go?
All systems wait?
I hesitate
I'm unsure
Could I have more
with another?
Or could you be
enough for me?
Confusion
No solution
but to wait
Confusion
This thing leaves me reeling
Not about what I'm feeling
My feeling is confusion
Eyes closed
this feels enough
Then my eyes open
Hard to love
just one face
Eyes open
I'm groping
to see
if I could feel
love enough
You say
you love me
but will there be
love enough
between
you and me
so we can breach
what keeps us split
what keeps me
hesitating
unsure
Confusion
This thing leaves me reeling
Not about what I'm feeling
My feeling is confusion
and also love
tenderness
I rest
in your arms
stillness
from deep within
stillness
as we touch
skin to skin
silence
stillness
hold me close
almost
as if
this could stay
always
maybe
this love
will be enough
hold me close
peace
while I
hesitate
Confusion
No solution
but to wait