The painful scenes

Heyy welcome all to my yet another segment of my blog which depicts my love story situations.The days were moving fast the time was flowing like water and the fear of pain was taking its chance every now and then.
"heyy speed where are you man why are you not picking up the calls man are you ok? Whats the matter with you these days? Heyy speed you there?"
My friend said on the phone
This was my situation I was physically present but I was mentally absent. I used to walk on road with my music on but I used to miss the wordings or the music out of the songs. I used to not eat properly those days. The fear of seperation used to turn me down.
It was march of this year and the biggest pain receiver of the year.
It was me who loved SHE and It was SHE who couldnt help me because she was already commited with "HIM".
Every now and then were like I was walking with SHE WITH ME safely and large hands were eager to snatch her from me.I was cautious to keep her safe and also cautious with our steps.
I love you SHE I USED to think every then and now and somewhere down I was sure even SHE loved me

I was driving my car on way to college and the music was on. The highway was on its moderate speed and I was maintaining my speed but my mind was somewhere else. Every time when I used to close my eyelids I used to see SHE staring me, her smile made me smile and her happiness meant more to me but my smile didnt last long and I closed my eyes .......
And then

Suddenly
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B A N G

I was brought back from my memory and I tried to understand the situation
My heartbeats were on full And I noticed that something was surely wrong
I became aware that car had been banged
I slowed down my car and the car who banged me came parallel to me I was not sure what really happened and how did all happened
"heyy you mad man didnt you see my signal out hun" the man from another car shouted

I tried to negotiate with him but whats this I loosed my steering wheel and

I
Managed to control my wheel and I did successfully
I really got the hell out man and I saw the man from the another car who was staring me like he wanted to smash me
Oh man please control yourself my voice from within said
I tried to bring myself to the situation
I was totally wet out of sweat
The man was after me I became concious I just pressed the accelerator paddle and I was on my swing and I noticed the man chasing me from behind but I was the culprit and I was the prisoner who ran from jail
I managed to escape but I was still under the tension

Oh I had lost my mind in everything eating sleeping interacting and even day to day lifestyles
I used to not concentrate on my studies and just like I used to get hearings from here and there
I used to Damn them and one evening I was walking down to railway station to catch my local. I had my satchel with me and the road was silent . I was alone with my thoughts which had SHE smiling blushing and doing kiddish things just to make me laugh and I was about to stretch my lips to smile then suddenly
I noticed someone grabbed my neck from behind
I opened my eyes atonce and I was thrilled to find myself into reality like this. I tried to move my neck to check who was doing it but I was unable to turn.
I somehow made my efforts to free my neck from the tight grab and I turned myself to 180 degrees back
I saw three mens who looked goons. The peoples who surrounded the main person who grabbed my neck were slim and the main person was tall and healthy with dark skin.
I was thrilled with this wierd thing
" whats the matter?" I asked making an eye to eye contact
The man didnt respond but he was staring deep into my eyes
I was silent and still sweating
I couldnt notice what is it all about
I started walking but he grabbed my satchel and he pulled me hard and I was brought back
"whats your problem ?" I asked
"whats the problem hun?" he asked me in return
"why did you grabbed me?" I asked him
He didnt answered and I became curious what wrong I did before this
I stared at the peoples accompanying him who told me to shut up and be calm
I moved my eyes towards the main goon
I tried to take his hand out of my satchel and he said "guys I wanna smash him"
I became furious and peoples accompanying him told me to be calm and stay silent
He was shouting like hell and due to which the peoples came to us and they became aware that he was pissing me off
"whats the matter kid?" a person asked me
I was silent and I was in no mood to say anything because I was really thinking about SHE that moment I thought if I had to GET seperated from SHE then I want myself to get hurt

"heyy kid I am asking you" the person asked me again

My lashes didnt moved but yet I managed to speak about the thing
"I was going my way and then suddenly he grabbed me and start pissing me off"
"oh is it really so then go and talk to him we are with you" the person said but by the time he says something I had already crossed some of the distance ahead I was moving with same speed I was thinking like SHE is going away from me and I am taken up for the hanging
I wanted myself to get killed or to be in pain to be in a situation out of my present.
I saw the stars at nights who were twinkling and who were too unaware of the future.

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