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{ MY POETRY } - lifespoetry
This is some of my poetry. I hope u like it!
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Why can't I numb these feelings? What is it about our emotions that won't allow us to just stop feeling? Nothing works. I'm trying everything, but the pain is still very real. I cry, then I'm angry, then confused, and it keeps going round and round. I love him, not the alcohol him, but the real him, the him that showed me love before we lived together. The him that wanted to spend time with me. The him that was mine before he wasn't. http://cafeyou.peperonity.com/
My heart hurts so bad. I can't stand this pain. My life spiralling before my eyes. What can I do? Where am I to run? How can I numb this pain? I don't want to feel these emotions running through me like fire. Burning through every cell that is my being. Does anybody hear my cries? http://cafeyou.peperonity.com/
The truth as u believe it 2 b, is not the truth at all; don't u c? The mask is hiding the feelings inside. Truth b known, I think I would cry, if the day ever comes that u should go, there is 1 thing that u should know. My luv 4 u was never lost, it never died @ any cost. I luv u more n more each day, that is why I have 2 say. Sometimes what u believe the truth 2 b, is not always the truth, u c.
Are u my friend? U said u were? Do u understand? U said u did. Am I the one? U said I was. Do u respect me? U said u do. Is loyalty important? U said yes. Will u ever hit me? U said never. Would u ever lie? U said no, but u did.
Tell me what 2 do. I want to lie down and sleep. Sleep 4ever and never wake. No more pain. No more struggle within. No more confusion. No more sorrow. No more feeling. Never to feel again. How wonderful it would be. No more. No more. No more tears. No more fears. No more heartbreak. No more. No more. No more. Let this life end. No more. No more. Let a new one begin. No more. No more. No more. Please, no more.
Mother is a word filled with love. Everlasting and true like the beauty of a dove. Caring, understanding, the way it ought 2 b. The joy u bring is free and endless, the knowledge u teach is infinite and boundless. Ur soul is filled with enthusiasm 4 life, ur heart is giving, faithful, and light. Ur smile, ur laugh, the way ur eyes sparkle. Ur touch is healing, ur voice remarkable. I miss and love u with every fiber of my being. My life, never the same, with not as much meaning....*I love you mom*
U are the best, unlike the rest with every breath. The way u caress with such finesse. A dove in her nest, eggs tucked under her breast. Never a mistress. Love with a peacefulness. Never distressed. Without the mess. The drama is less. I am blessed.
The secrets I keep u will never c, nor shall we speak. The days will creep, and I shall weep. 4 it is u indeed that I need 2 plant the seed and remove the weeds. So that it may breathe and b free. Never weak, not a peep. 4 that sheep shall never sleep. Because when the door creaks, u can believe ur eyes shall c... me.
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