In my head i am promulgating who i am inside bt only a whisper gasps frm my lips. In my heart i am breakin inside bt my smile unfolds enfolding my sadness. In my religion im a great doubter bt in my church i sit devoutly. In my body i am shackled frm being happy bt i raise my arms in praise of freedom and life. in my life im dying bt in your life children are the future. In my truth i am but a lie bt in my lie i am all the truth. In my dreams i see myself as i truly am to be ... but i awake fighting another day 4 my ostentatious reality.