I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white,they seemed so beautiful
I can remember
I searched for the amaranth
I'd shut my eyes...to see
Oh,how I smiled then
So near the cherished ones
I knew they would appear...
Saw not a single one
Oh how I smiled thenWaiting so patiently
I'd make a wish...and bleed
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
I can remember
Dreamt them so vividly
Soft creatures drapped in white
Light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized
Dreams were the only place to see them
While I waited
I was wasting away
While I waited
I was wasting away
While I waited
I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away
I never,never wanted this
I always wanted to believe
I never,never wanted this
How could I have become?
I never,never wanted this
But from the start
I'd been decieved
Inside a crumbling effigy
But you promised
So dies all innocence
But you promised me.........