Shaque
Now started the nightmare.my Phone doesnt connect easily.The worst part is ,it gives a message that phone is busy.He thought i chat with some other guys and dont tell him.I try to make clear buy he dont believe him I said: "when i meet you,you call me .you will find out yourself that mt phone is not connecting."
"agar aisaa hogaa to mujhe achchaa lagegaa."he said.
I cant forget these words.He dont believe me!He need proof !
This is the guy who said:"tum jaise ho mere liye achhe ho"
this is the guy who had accepted me with all my weaknesses!
I am shocked.
I didnt want him to know that actually i waas using R WORLD services.Thats why Calls connects ofter several attemps.Maine ab bhi usse nahi bataayaa hai.
Ab usska phone bhi kharaab rahne lagaa.kabhi card khatma ho jaataa.wo mujhse naaraaz ho gayaa."tumhe koi farak nahin padtaa"he said.
use kaise bataaun ki mujhe farak padtaa hai.I cant live without him.I think about him all the time and he say it doesnt matter to you!
And one day my old friend came to meet me.He took me to DT and we saw Half Movie"BUNTI AUR BUBLI"
I told everything honestly.i dont want to lie anymore.I told him that i left that friend after a WAR between us and he just came becouse i refused to recognise him at Nehru Place where he works.I knew he was jealous at that time when i was telling him our experience.I already seen that movie and that wasnt my type of movie but That friend never thinks about me.
He said"achhaa hai na puraane dost vaapas aa rahe hai!"
i wanted to make clear that there is nobody in my life except him.But he didnt want to believe this.
dropped my mobile at home that night.When i returned at 12:30,I saw ,there were 17 miss calls!
I called him and explained everything.He heard quietly evrything and said:"ab kal baat karengay.good night."
wo ab door jaa rahaa hai.I cant do anything.
Now he got pain.he got tested .He has stones in kidni.i suggested operation but they were trying some medicines from family doctor . said:"he is making money.There is no solution of stones except operation.dont waste time."
but he expressed his problem"he is family doctor.i cant do anything."
Once i chatted with bua and asked about him.I again insisted on operation.
He said that ultrasound is going on.
Then i heard the worst news.He is admitt in the hospital for operation.He try to make calles from there.I was has happy that is still care for me.
He called me the next day after operation.Everything is all right.he will be discharged after some days.
I wanted to see him.I asked the address:"i want to meet you. Should i come?"
But i felt that he dont want me to come at hospital. He said:"nahin,main ab theek hoon.tum chintaa mat karo."
I was in dwarka.I called him that i want to meet him becouse i am near him. (later i came to know that he was in Kalra hospital whick is in patel nagar)
He again act same.I said:"i know why you dont want me to come to hospital.You dont want me to see you in this position."
I knew after hearing this he will give me address.But now i refused.Main uss se koi kaam zabardasti nahi karwaanaa chaahtaa tha.
