MAY 2005
Once again my card expired i wanted that he recharge my mobile again .He did.Why i am doing this?Am i greedy?or i wanted to test his frienship?Or i wanted all this to finish soon?
one day it will be over.he will stop calling me,why should anybody care about the lier,mistereous,ugly person like me.
sometimes i think that he is still child by heart.He is 22 or 24 year old,i believe and he even dont know my age!
Once i went in his office.he took me to toilet.he also showed me that dark area where he want to do something.
he was noughty in toilet.but he knew what should not do in public place.
He showed me some guys who work their.HE was praising some guys but i think they were ordinary.He also showed me one guy who made pass on him.
Once i showed him the cruising area.He was very exited.He thought Everybody staring him.Perhaps he was right.I never see anybody when i am with someone.but he was watching.He told me many incidents about that park in future.
Once he asked me thaat is there any word desides T and B?
I asked "why?"
He told me that he accidently met a guy who told him that he is .......something that starts with V.
I was shocked.I was affraid.i ddont want to lose him or share him.i told him tha i dont know anything about this.
Once we set outside their office becouse bua was having some beouty work.We had cold drink and FAMOUS kachori which were again ordinary.
He told me that he has pictures of nude friend in his mobile but he deleted some of them.i was angry.How could he hide something from me?i cant tolerate this.but then he shown remaining semi nude pictures.
He promised to show me pictures of Amjad and meenakshi.
he told me that he had seen a GBF CD at one shop.I insist that he should tell me which shop.I went at that shop but he hadnt any cd.We were chatting near gate when a person who know me passed by there.I stoped him by The hand movement of hand and he went away.He asked about that guy and i told him that he was a guy from my office.this is not true.He was a shopkeeper.i called him from bus stand that dont try to chat with that guy.I was affraid if he meet him,he can go far away from me.
Once he told me to meet him at south ex.He was there for the job or for the bussiness he wanted to start.I waited one hour and then he came.i gave him 2 cds.He tried to give me money.I refused to take money.I said:"this is not my proffession.I dont want money.If you give me,i will tear the notes right now."
I was disappointed.he still dont believe me.
He told me that he called me once before he met me.He claims that he recognise my voice.That was me,not any other guy.
But i still try to convince him that i dont do this work. sometimes gave add just for some excitement and to meet other guys.and now these reasons also disappear,as i met him.This is the destiny.i think GOD wanted us to meet so He created all these ways ,otherwise who can say I,the guy who believes in truth and honesty,who want to help the children,who want to change this world ,could do this work!
I really left this work.and there is a big hand of him in this.I got my destiny!
He told me about his muslim friends of office.i told him that i am also a muslim guy.he was confused.i made many lies.I do this for my friend.i work in proffetional couriers.etc etc.
One day i told my real name:ARUN
He knows now that my brothers work in police,my name is arun,my father is retired,my mother is house wife,i have a BHATIJI.
Once i gave mobile to Anjali,my bhatiji.When i asked him"kya baat ki tune?"he thought i am affraid that she might tell him something but i never thought about this i do everything after thinking its consequences.i knew anjali could tell him anything but i was prepared for this ,perhaps i wanted that he may know more about me.
Once he came in southes and we met there.He showed me his beg"i designed it myself."he sail.And i was shocked.there was a condom in his beg!I asked about condom.He was not telling me truth.He made a story:"once there was a bet between me and my friend that who could buy condom.i bought.thats it."
and he thought its believable!
Once he came to south ex and we went to Nehru Place to return the digital camera.He wanted to go by auto but i took him by bus.He was not comfertable in bus.Usse bus mein chadhte hue darr lagataa hai!
I teased him in bus.He was pretanding that he bont like these things.I was tired and he made me walk more and more.I was feeling bore in basement shop.Suneel was sending sms and i gave mobile to him to read so that he dont feel bad,that i am hiding something.Then i asked for his mobile and he refused.I was shocked and angry.Perhaps he thought i colud use that for sending sms or like that.I am using perhaps becouse i know he is not that kind of guy but we all are human and sometimes we dont want to share our things to anybody.
I was angry but never mentioned this incident again.
We went outside and ate his famous Chaawal Paneer and drank cold drink.I asked limka becouse i wanted to drink water.i like every kind of soft drink but he thought i cant drink coke etc.USNE MERI BOTTLE SE EK GHOONT PEE KAR MUJHE DI.i drank that!
Then he took me to some cloth shop.I was feeling bore.I was tired.But he was in some other world.Then we drank water and He took his chartered bus for home.
