I called him around 10:00 am.He was in the bus,going to office.I told him that i couldnt call him yesterday becouse it was raining all day.He asked"sms mil gaya?"
I said"yes."
he told me again that his teeth is giving him pain.He went to some dentist.I adviced again that he should refilled the cavity.
I told him that i cant recharge my mobile.He said,"kal parson to karwa lega?"
I said"no.I dont know when will i call you next time.bye"
he is not going to recharge mobile this time.6 DAYS! And he is well without me.Obviously,he dont feel the need to talk to me.I remember,when last time my mobile disconnected,he said:dont worry,i will take care of it.
But now , he dont need me.
This is the time.I will call him and ask him to come to south ex.He will make some excuses,i know.Bua ko akele kaise chhod saktaa hun,beemaar hun etc etc.I am calling these things as an excuse becouse i know he do everything which is important to him,like party,dinner,dance,shopping....everything.But he cant do a single thing for me.
I will say,"ye samajh le ki main marne wala hun.tab to aayega?"
Perhaps after this he will come and then i will return his money and give him the address of the website.
If he still refuse to come,i will go to his office last time.
i am still waiting for him.I am begging god please ...I dont want this to happened...main chaahtaa hoon wo mujhe manaa le,samajh jaaye main kya chaahtaa hun,kisi bhi tarah.
I am desperatly giving him signals what i am feeling but he is showing that he dont care.When i tell him my feelings,he always start some new irrelevent topic.When i complained about something,he ignore that also and continue his chat,without thinking even a single second.
And why the hell i am taking all this so seriously?it is raining heavily and i came to cyber cafe after walking 30 minutes only to type all this.i am fool.
life never stops without anybody.Usse mere hone ya na hone se koi farak nahi padtaa! to theek hai,i am leaving him.I will return all those sweet memories to him with thanks.
Good bye willy,GOOD BYE.
you dont know what you have lost!
