Ok so the last couple of weeks has been so weird
I got in involved with this guy
He was excitin new and so amazin,he had so many interestin things goin on in his life
He was gorgeous funny made me smile
And i cant believe it that he was interested in me
But like normal things got on top of me stress you no how it is or maybe you dont
But because of that i ended things before anythin could really happen
But hay poo happens happens
And then theres my friend movin in with me
For three years i have lived on my own and now i have someone here twenty four seven
It takes alot of gettin used to and its weird
Im used to wakin up in the morning to a quiet flat with just me and my son
Listening to my music watchin my films you no just silly things like that
And now im wakin up to her dog barkin her music goin to sleep with her music and her films
Ive even got into a relationship due to her
I wanted to have fun and do things my way now it feels like im bein told how to live my life again its weird
Its probably just me bein paranoid but hay guess thats how life is you never no what its gonna throw at you
And when it does all you can do is deal with it the best you can i guess
Any one want to give me some advice feel free and feel free to say it how you see it l o l im open to anyoner point of view at the moment
It kinda feels like im doin things and sayin things to make other people happy but the thing is the things im doin and sayin are havin the opposite affect on me
I dont feel like me anymore i feel like the person i should be for everyone else l o l how weird is that never thought id be in this situation again but hay here i am
By the way If im bablin on its cos Ive had abit to drink
But you no what they say the truth comes out when your drunk l o l x
