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my awakening | songstress



my awakening
I'M ALIVE!
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*and I am content*

A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere in your head a voice cries out...
ENOUGH!

Enough fighting, crying, or struggling to hold on.
And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, you blink back your tears and look at the world through new eyes. . .

You realise it is time for you to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon.
You slowly realise any guarantee of "Happily Ever After" must begin with you. . .

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and not everyone will always love, appreciate, or approve of WHO or WHAT you are...and THAT's OK!
They are entitled to their own views and opinions.

You learn the importance of loving and championing Your Self. . .

You stop "B"...ing and blaming other people for the things they did to you, or didn't do for you, and you learn the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.

You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say, and not everyone will always be there for you, and that
It Is Not Always About You!
So you learn to stand on your own and take care of Your Self. . .

You stop judging and pointing fingers. You begin to accept people as they are, overlooking their shortcomings and human frailties. . .

You realise, much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche.

So you begin to sift through all the crap you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, how much you should weigh, what you should wear, where you should shop, what you should drive, how and where you should live, what you should do for a living, who you should be inlove with, who you should marry, what you should expect from marriage, the importance of children, blah blah blah. . .

You learn to open up to new worlds, and different points of view.
And you begin re-assessing and re-defining who you are, and what you really stand for.
You learn the difference between WANTING and NEEDING.
You begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or never should have embraced to begin with,..
You learn to go with your INSTINCTS. . .

You learn there is power and glory in creating and contributing, and you stop manoeuvring through life as a "consumer" looking for your next fix.

You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. . .

You learn you don't know everything, it's not your job to save the world, and you CAN'T teach a pig to sing!
You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO!
You learn that the only cross you bear is the one you CHOOSE to carry, and you learn that martyrs gets BURNED at the stake. . .

Then You Learn About Love. . .

Romantic and familial love. . .
How to love,
How much to give in love,
When to stop giving,
And when to walk away. . .

You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship.
You learn you
WILL NOT
be more beautiful,
more intelligent, more loveable,
or more important
because of the person holding your hand,
or the child that bears your name. . .

You learn to look at relationships as they really are, NOT as you would have them be. . .

You STOP trying to control people, situations and outcomes. . .

You learn that love grows, and it changes, just as people grow and change.

You learn you DON'T have the right to demand love on YOUR terms just to make you happy. . ,
And you learn ALONE DOES NOT MEAN LONELY. . .

You look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact that you are not a perfect 10.
So you stop competing with the image inside your head or agonising over how you measure up to others. . .

You stop working so hard at putting your own feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.
You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly
OK!
It is your right to want things and to ask for the things you want.
And you learn it is sometimes necessary to make demands. . .

You come to realise you deserve to be treated with
love,
kindness, sensitivity,
and respect,
and you won't settle for less.

So you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you to glorify you with his or her touch. . .

You learn your body really is your temple.
You being to care for it and treat it with respect.
You eat a balanced diet, drink more water and take more time to exercise. . .

You learn fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear.
So you take more time to rest. . .
You learn just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels the soul.
So you take more time to laugh and play. . .

You learn that in life, for the most part, you get what you believe you deserve.
Much of life really is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

You learn anything worth achieving is worth working for and wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen.
More than that, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance.
You also learn no one can do it all alone.
It IS OK to risk asking for help. . .

You learn the only thing you must truly fear is FEAR itself.
So you learn to step right into and through your fears because WHATEVER happens YOU CAN HANDLE!

To give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms. . .

You learn to fight for your life and not squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. . .
You learn life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve, and sometimes bad things happen to good people.
On such occasions, you learn not to personalise things.
God isn't punishing you by failing to answer your prayers.

It's just life happening. . .

You learn that emotions such as anger, jealousy, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected, or they will suffocate the life out of you, and poison the Universe that holds you in it's arms. . .

You learn to admit when you are wrong, and to build bridges instead of walls. . .

You learn to be thankful, and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted. . .
things millions of people on earth can only dream about. . .
Like a full refrigerator,
clean running water,
a soft warm bed,
a long hot bath or shower. . .

Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for Your Self by Yourself, and you make Yourself a promise to NEVER betray Your Self and to never EVER settle for less than Your heart's desire. . .

You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind. . .
You make it a point
to keep smiling,
to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility. . .

Finally,
with courage in your heart,
and God by your side,
you take a stand,
you take a deep breath,

And You Begin To Live The Life YOU Were BORN TO LIVE . . .

say it,
and mean it,

* I AM ALIVE *


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